The Light of Christmas

Hellooooooooooo everybody in the world ! hehehe i'm back, oh ya i forget !

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

HAHAH this year, my church celebrate the Christmas on Sport Club Kelapa Gading Grand Ballroom, quite marvelous, everyone happy, well exactly because Ray "Idol" Tambunan was there , and gave some perfomance. i have'nt had any photos yet with him, but some people had uploaded it to GKY's facebook . hahaha . there are so many event on there, like dance, candles, singing, and of course eat-ing hahahaha . it's great when i help the dancers, and be a performer in that event. the celebration was held on 25th December at evening till night. The topic is The Light of Christmas hahaha

well, at 26th December morning, my church held a "kebaktian tutup tahun atau kebaktian terakhir di minggu 2010" , it so great . and at the vening, we held a Christmas Concert . all of the choir from every group, came, sang, and perfomed their best!.

how aboutme ? My friend's and I on my choir group, sang The Little Drumer Boy and The Wonderfull Reason hahaha

enough for today . i want to eat my Mc'd haha

PS: i'll show you the ticket for the Christmas Celebration / The Light of Christmas later

such a fool man stuck in lonely island an pass summerwinterspringfall season just with a fire above the coconut tree dont wear any clothes and sing a sad song every night. wait until a ship come to save me but.... nothing.

well, i think this is the match word for me . . i don't know what to do. all i want just pass my high school life with all of my best which still care about me . i don't know, my whole life is ruined now, i try to figure it out but i can't.

well, hey pal, i know you read this, i know you try this trouble done . but i can't doing anything. you know what, i write this when we chat . and i felt wrong, my heart is beating so fast . i just wanna cry but i hold it . i don't want my computer is broken [?] okay enough .

speak now !

I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't say " I Love You". When we should've said "I'm Sorry". When we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who neede help

Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsiad are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.

What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But i think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest

Taylor Swift~Speak Now album

perfectmadness

Sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I get sad for no reason. Sometimes, even on sunny days where everyone is outside playing, I stay inside, all alone. Sometimes, it just gets too much and I fall deeper into myself and my mind shuts down. I sometimes cry loudly into my pillow-sometimes I even scream. Sometimes, I sit quietly on my bed letting out soft cries. Sometimes, it just gets worse and worse and I feel like getting my shiny companion out to talk for me. Sometimes, it hurts more than usual. Sometimes I lock myself in a room inside my head. I throw away the key and no one knows where I am. I don't want anyone to know where I am.

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i don't know what to do

hey fellas, i just wanna share something, well about my feelings

sometimes it hurts when you know your best friendS go away and meet another friends and forget you . so sick . sometimes you ask in yourself why did happens ? why he/she leave me at the empty room with no air. sometimes it's like you wanna punch your backstabberfriends and stole back your best friends. but you're no one . i just wanna out of the box but i think this is the wrong way. yeah friends i'm realize that i at the wrong way . all i want is just be with you . all of you from a to z from east to west from best till worst . and you know what i care to all of you . i don't care if you're my enemy or my best . i just wanna make a peace in this life . i can't hold this feeling again . i feel left. now you stolen my friendship but i can't make anything . anyone free with whom they want to be friends . i miss the old you ! just please don't ignore me anymore . i care you but ever you care me and ask me about what my problem . about my feeling . and i think you never want to text me or chat me first . all of my bestfriends is dissappear like ghost . hey do you still remmember many plans we arranged together ? well, i guess you forget it . i don't know which floor i must visit to get the oracle to see my future . with whom i stay with whom i can be friends . okay i know this is the random posting . i don't know what i write here but i just want to share about my feeling for this year . okay i'll stop this post . no matter all of you will read or not but i still care about all of you , my best !

i'm thick and i'm fabulous!

play with hamtaro

play music in the garden

gasp !

hey fellas, i back again
hey ! you know what, start from today i get holidayy !!! yyuuuhhhuuuu

and on the very first day of the holiday i will buy some dvd(s) and i can't wait to receieve my package !! that is a jelly lens !! wohoooowwwww i love that can't wait

well, i think i'll get bored in this holiday. lonely. and i think i'll pass this christmas and new year alone sitting next to my fireplace..... urmm sorry, did i have a fireplace ? wahaha that stuff only in my dream ! hahahhaa

well, in the last post i forgot to tell my wishlist, so, i will update it at my profile ( simply click the 'N' word, and maybe you can see at this photo too hahaha

hem well, next post i'll sharing some stories and of course i'll show you my photograph along this holiday

okay bye ! enough for todayyy, enjoy my blog fellas !