i don't know what to do

hey fellas, i just wanna share something, well about my feelings

sometimes it hurts when you know your best friendS go away and meet another friends and forget you . so sick . sometimes you ask in yourself why did happens ? why he/she leave me at the empty room with no air. sometimes it's like you wanna punch your backstabberfriends and stole back your best friends. but you're no one . i just wanna out of the box but i think this is the wrong way. yeah friends i'm realize that i at the wrong way . all i want is just be with you . all of you from a to z from east to west from best till worst . and you know what i care to all of you . i don't care if you're my enemy or my best . i just wanna make a peace in this life . i can't hold this feeling again . i feel left. now you stolen my friendship but i can't make anything . anyone free with whom they want to be friends . i miss the old you ! just please don't ignore me anymore . i care you but ever you care me and ask me about what my problem . about my feeling . and i think you never want to text me or chat me first . all of my bestfriends is dissappear like ghost . hey do you still remmember many plans we arranged together ? well, i guess you forget it . i don't know which floor i must visit to get the oracle to see my future . with whom i stay with whom i can be friends . okay i know this is the random posting . i don't know what i write here but i just want to share about my feeling for this year . okay i'll stop this post . no matter all of you will read or not but i still care about all of you , my best !

i'm thick and i'm fabulous!

play with hamtaro

play music in the garden

gasp !

hey fellas, i back again
hey ! you know what, start from today i get holidayy !!! yyuuuhhhuuuu

and on the very first day of the holiday i will buy some dvd(s) and i can't wait to receieve my package !! that is a jelly lens !! wohoooowwwww i love that can't wait

well, i think i'll get bored in this holiday. lonely. and i think i'll pass this christmas and new year alone sitting next to my fireplace..... urmm sorry, did i have a fireplace ? wahaha that stuff only in my dream ! hahahhaa

well, in the last post i forgot to tell my wishlist, so, i will update it at my profile ( simply click the 'N' word, and maybe you can see at this photo too hahaha

hem well, next post i'll sharing some stories and of course i'll show you my photograph along this holiday

okay bye ! enough for todayyy, enjoy my blog fellas !

birthday

yeah late post i think hahaha

18th nove,ber is my november
well, maybe i'll post about that after the-stupid-hell-f*king-freaking-which-i-hate-it-so-much-is-final-exam is over

bye from now gotta study

SMGKYKG sweet 17 party

TRUST IN JESUS SO SWEET

It's my birthdayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKHO !

Damn yeah i know this is late post but i think it's okay if i write down here about my born day hahaha

WOHOOOOO YESTERDAY IS MY DAYY !!!

well well, i guess nothing special in this year birthday
different with last year, this year more terrible, i guess i never had a party for this year. i don't know why but i still confused about whon i wanted to invite.
as you know, there's a lot!
okay okay i know i won't invite everyone, but to arrange some of them, it wasting my time.

well, this year is not-too-surprise-or-not-too-big-greet, but i still appreciate them who still gave me birthday greeting's

i just wondering why this year is soo completely terrible and horrible with trouble in the buble [?] ghhahaha kindajoke

okay, many people send me happy birthday, so i just want to tell thankyou to everyone ! i love you all guys !

okay, i wanna turn off this mind. goodnight fellas !!

i'm thick and fabulous

get stressed of school

so tired with school