hellooo

heloooooooo... long time no post here. wahahahaa so, i just wanna share that i just open an online shop on facebook hahahahaha

PLEASE VISIT " DE FLEURS SHOP " !!

barang bagus murah lagi hahaha

so, i just want to post taht today, so tired hehehe, byee alll

such a fool man stuck in lonely island an pass summerwinterspringfall season just with a fire above the coconut tree dont wear any clothes and sing a sad song every night. wait until a ship come to save me but.... nothing.

well, i think this is the match word for me . . i don't know what to do. all i want just pass my high school life with all of my best which still care about me . i don't know, my whole life is ruined now, i try to figure it out but i can't.

well, hey pal, i know you read this, i know you try this trouble done . but i can't doing anything. you know what, i write this when we chat . and i felt wrong, my heart is beating so fast . i just wanna cry but i hold it . i don't want my computer is broken [?] okay enough .

perfectmadness

Sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I get sad for no reason. Sometimes, even on sunny days where everyone is outside playing, I stay inside, all alone. Sometimes, it just gets too much and I fall deeper into myself and my mind shuts down. I sometimes cry loudly into my pillow-sometimes I even scream. Sometimes, I sit quietly on my bed letting out soft cries. Sometimes, it just gets worse and worse and I feel like getting my shiny companion out to talk for me. Sometimes, it hurts more than usual. Sometimes I lock myself in a room inside my head. I throw away the key and no one knows where I am. I don't want anyone to know where I am.

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It's my birthdayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKHO !

Damn yeah i know this is late post but i think it's okay if i write down here about my born day hahaha

WOHOOOOO YESTERDAY IS MY DAYY !!!

well well, i guess nothing special in this year birthday
different with last year, this year more terrible, i guess i never had a party for this year. i don't know why but i still confused about whon i wanted to invite.
as you know, there's a lot!
okay okay i know i won't invite everyone, but to arrange some of them, it wasting my time.

well, this year is not-too-surprise-or-not-too-big-greet, but i still appreciate them who still gave me birthday greeting's

i just wondering why this year is soo completely terrible and horrible with trouble in the buble [?] ghhahaha kindajoke

okay, many people send me happy birthday, so i just want to tell thankyou to everyone ! i love you all guys !

okay, i wanna turn off this mind. goodnight fellas !!

my fav thing, the sound of music

when the dog bites, when the bee stings, when i'm feeling sad
i simply remeber my favourite things, and then i don't feel so bad

My favourite Things, The sound of music

if you have it, flaunt it

hei blogmates, today is friday , or, frie-die, or fry-day, or, fry-die !!! okeh enough

heyyy ! long time no write here
it because my stupidido school, they give us many exercise, homeworks, exams, and another handowrk which make us dizzy ! arghhh ! the teacher never understand the student . huh

so, here's novembeeeeeeeeeerrrr !!!! my month ! uuuhhhhyyyeeaahhhhh
just a few days more and i'll be 15 !

and, i'm crave for one thing : LOMO CAMERA !! the specific one: baby holga , hmm i want polaroid too




oke huft, the baby holga is cheaper than polaroid but the polariod is had more great snap than baby holga


huh so dizzy

and i crave for BLACKBERRY SMART PHONE TOO ! the specific: torch , or, onyx, or bold
they're just the same and i want one of them so freaking bad !





well, today i'm not going to school because i'm get sick, heart sick headache and stomache
and today my class held math examination but because i don't understand and becaues i'm get sick, i'm not go to school and i'm not follow the math examination !! wuhuuuuuu



so, what are you doing right now ?
i'm playing tumblr, foursquare and twitter. just follow me !

helloo

hellooo blogmatesss !!! huahh sorry i'm leave you alone under the tree [?] haha jk

so, i won't tell you so much stories, because i've so much stories to tell to you all
singkat nya aja deh,
first, last week i follow LDK ( Latian Dasar Kepemimpinan Siswa ) from my school, my friends choose me to follow OSIS, but till now, my name isn't count in to that organisation, so , i little bit sad . well, i'll tell you the story tomorrow

and second ! the best thing !! on Tuesday, 8 Sept till 15 Sept 2010, i'll have a longgg longgg holidayy hahahaha and i'll write my stories here hahaha

and now, please bless me for tomorrow exams , social and religion

okay , gonna off now, be patient and say no to drugs ! SEE YAAA!1

I MISS YOU !

hei blogmate !!! aaa i miss write my melody-of-life in here ! sorry my blog. . i leave you alone wahahaha
so, i'm gonna quick post today
hahaha
sorry againn :(

well, i tell you one thing that makes me don't posting here

first, because now i'm school !! at St James SHS, Kelapa Gading, North of Jakarta
and you know what it makes us busy everyday with his moving class system
so, every 45 minutes we must move to another class that match with our nex lesson
uuughh it's horrible, i'll tell you later about this hahaha

second, i got a lot of things to do, like study hard and keep doing my homework ! you know what ?! my school give the student everyday a homework and next meeting will be hold an exam !!! huh ! it makes me can't online everday and write here again ! huuuuu

third, the last , maybe , uwoo , i'm too lazy HAHAHAHA sorry blog, ! well, just for my blogmate to know, i'm still online my blog ever time i'm open my computer, just i didn't want to make posting hahaa , in indonesian : jadi gue males ngepost tapi sebenernya gua buka blog gua tiap gua online cuma buat balesin tagboard hehehehe

oke blog-mates ! maybe that's enough for today ! i gotta go !
you know what ?! i get a mandarin course now every monday and thursday , and get wushu class at school every wednesday hahahaa !


NB: if you want exchange link in hurry . please tell me at my twitter acc or mentioned me at @nikroez ! okay see you !

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( old wodden doll )

( BIG hole )


( hidden )


( the white one )

( greeny green )