gasp !

hey fellas, i back again
hey ! you know what, start from today i get holidayy !!! yyuuuhhhuuuu

and on the very first day of the holiday i will buy some dvd(s) and i can't wait to receieve my package !! that is a jelly lens !! wohoooowwwww i love that can't wait

well, i think i'll get bored in this holiday. lonely. and i think i'll pass this christmas and new year alone sitting next to my fireplace..... urmm sorry, did i have a fireplace ? wahaha that stuff only in my dream ! hahahhaa

well, in the last post i forgot to tell my wishlist, so, i will update it at my profile ( simply click the 'N' word, and maybe you can see at this photo too hahaha

hem well, next post i'll sharing some stories and of course i'll show you my photograph along this holiday

okay bye ! enough for todayyy, enjoy my blog fellas !

birthday

yeah late post i think hahaha

18th nove,ber is my november
well, maybe i'll post about that after the-stupid-hell-f*king-freaking-which-i-hate-it-so-much-is-final-exam is over

bye from now gotta study

SMGKYKG sweet 17 party

TRUST IN JESUS SO SWEET

It's my birthdayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKHO !

Damn yeah i know this is late post but i think it's okay if i write down here about my born day hahaha

WOHOOOOO YESTERDAY IS MY DAYY !!!

well well, i guess nothing special in this year birthday
different with last year, this year more terrible, i guess i never had a party for this year. i don't know why but i still confused about whon i wanted to invite.
as you know, there's a lot!
okay okay i know i won't invite everyone, but to arrange some of them, it wasting my time.

well, this year is not-too-surprise-or-not-too-big-greet, but i still appreciate them who still gave me birthday greeting's

i just wondering why this year is soo completely terrible and horrible with trouble in the buble [?] ghhahaha kindajoke

okay, many people send me happy birthday, so i just want to tell thankyou to everyone ! i love you all guys !

okay, i wanna turn off this mind. goodnight fellas !!

i'm thick and fabulous

get stressed of school

so tired with school

trouble

hello blogmate

well forget about my previous post ya . i think i post it with strange emotional and strange mind . it just out from my mind hahaha

now, i've a new trouble with someone of my friend
i called her frenemy HAHAH lol

she is too noisy, so racist and always make people around her angry
and she is so childish !
all of her wish, we must follow
all of her attitude we must follow it
huh
you know what it's annoying, you know
huh

well, i don't want to talk to much about her

and ya . long time i don't insert some of my photograph
well, at next post i will insert it
and for you who want to see another of my photograph, can click here and here too !

i don't know what feeling is this

well, tonight i just wanna share about my strange feeling

a few weeks ago, i'm started falling in love with a girl in my class.
well, she so beautifull, from her hair till toe, and with her brain too smart enough for me
but her religion is catholic, and i'm a protestan,
but love is blind
so, i'm trying to close to her, well, each day, one new step to get closer
but, one time, she break my heart. she love other man.
my heart is stop beating

i don't know what to do now :'(
well, someone said that i must keep moving, keep closer to her
but another man said that i must stay away from her and let her walk in the choosen path

i need to know should i fight for love or what
this arm is getting harder to shield this pain in my heart

so please someone who understand my feeling or wanna help me solve my problem or wanna to know more about this problem,
you can contact me at @nikroez , or send me an email